Am I crazy? Is this real?
Does no-one care how I feel?
Outside say nothing, inside shout,
No more play, I want OUT.
Bottle it up, keep it inside
Get upset, take some cyanide
Always selfish, so goddamn vain
I think I'm unique in my pain
That's not me, it's a lie
And in the end, real men don't cry
Run away from all life's trouble,
I'll be safe within my bubble.
I always worry, I easily cave,
Light can be painful, darkness I crave
Are they like me? Do they cry too?
Why do I hide? Because I have to.
I'm afraid to ask for help.
The @ftermath
It's a fine day,
The sun is shining.
They're out having fun,
I'm stuck here whining.
Why on earth would I
Be excluded?
I guess my friends
Have concluded.
That I'm no fun
To have around.
And my rightful place
Is in the ground.
I know that this
Is really my fault.
On that fateful day,
I brought the lovetrain to a halt.
Missing out on such a beautiful day,
It's hard to make this pain just go away.
With the sun this bright and the sky this blue,
I want to be out there drinking with you.
Some Tierra del Fuego and some Wodka,
After a while the taste won't be half bad...
One minute late but at least I'm home,
But I'm somehow still alone.
Left to cope with this,
Unbearable loneliness.
They've all left,
In search of better times.
@nd they are right,
I'm just wasting their lives.
Isn't it funny
How it only takes a day
To make me mad
@nd get away
From this craziness
Supposed loneliness
@nd my (un)friend(lines)s
Will get me killed in the not too distant future.
Goodbye.
I'm sorry I'm so bitter
That you have other friends
I'm trying to get better
But this road has many ends.
D-E-A-D
What do you see when you look at me?
Where will we be?
When I encounter lucidity.
They'll never understand.
And I'm not really sure I want them to.
It'll be a laugh;
When they find the truth I wonder what they'll do.
You can take this as if it applies to you.
It won't make a difference in the grand scheme of things.
Oh my Underlings.
Where did you go?
How did they know?
How to hurt me worst of all.
And now it's time to call.
It
Quits.