- Fri. Sept. 13. 07 10:35 Diary Entry 1
The end isn't nearly as scary as i thought it was. It is like everything melts away and you don't have a care but unfortunallty i was brought back or recestitated as you humans call it. They had to ruin everything thinking it was a sucide even though i am not human and can't truly die. Wow that is frustrating every single time they do it. They must be getting sick of seeing me here at this hospital. Well they will see me here every time until they leave me be. See my type of demon ,for that is what i partially am, has different forms and every few months i must shed my old form and take a new one and as it happens i like to take human forms and join a different family in a different area because if i stayed every one would want to see the freak and scientists would want to poke and prod me. Uggh just thinking about it makes me sick......Oops i forgot to tell you my name.
I am Raven, daughter of the demon Crag and daughter of the goddess Sera'Sai. I don't usally write down my "exploits" per say i usually keep them in memory spheres my mother has gotten for me every 15 years I am a Faren or halfbreed. Woopy for me i wasn't to happy to have a present parcel package thingy on my desk when i woke up cause my brothers tend to leave VERY gruesome things like one time they left a goat heart and they said it was a human heart and that they thought i might be hungry. Typical morons if you ask me.
My brothers aren't very social with me for the most part. Laren is the oldest and the slightly smarter of the two dimwits. He is very bright but my father doesn't care because Laren is one of the strongest fighters in father's domain. My baby brother Otun is very sweet when he wants to be. He doesn't like to fight but likes to pull pranks on me and many others. See they are not half bad and they are really smart but when they are toghether they act like total dimwits hence the reason i call them dimwits.
Ok now that you know my history i better speed up to a little before now. I am currently living with an up tight kinda of couple that has wanted a child for a while and it just so happens that i needed a place to crash. So i appeared as a 10 year old little girl who had lost both parents and was looking for a place to stay. Cha ching! I was so in and the woman got all weepy and said she had to call her husband and the Social Services to see if she could adopt me and yaddah, yaddah, yaddah etc. She asked me my name and i said Sally Ann and she thought that was so adorable.
So my new life began as a rich couples perfect daughter. I had everything like , pretty dresses, jewlry,dolls,hats and more since i was their only daughter. I went to the best school and i had many extra studies were my "parents" found out i was a musical genius. I could play a variety of instruments with very little instruction my teachers said. I mostly liked sad depressing songs with a hint of discord. My parents were so proud of me except they wanted me to play things a little more happy. They were really starting to grow on me yeah know but when my time came for my changing of forms they started getting really clingy because i started to become reclusive, depressed even aggresive towards them so i could retain my human form for a little while longer.
My demon side can only hold this form for 6 months but it is a real strain to hold it for longer than three with so much emotion that humans make you feel, for emotions make it even harder to hold a form. You have to be a lot older than me to hold the forms taken for longer than the 6 months I can hold my form. Which leads me to my real age.... yay.
I am 700 years old this year.... yipee for me! but I am just a babe compaired to the oldies in the demon realm. Laren is 1000 years old and the baby of the family Otun, is only 500. We are definately a long lived breed. So, enough about me , even though that is the reason you are reading this.
I think i should get back to the problem at hand, I can't change my form!! See I tried killing myself, for that is the only way to change forms, by slitting my wrists but my "mom" walked in just as i finished slitting my wrists. All i heard was "Honey, no, just hold on i will call 911 just hold on!" and feet scrambling to the phone, then nothing.
Thinking i was dead i opened my eyes and guess what i saw? A freaking docter putting bandges on my wrists then nothing.... again.
Finally after what seems like forever i opened my eyes and i saw i was in a hospital bed and my "parents" were crying and cooing to me... more specfically my "mom".
She was like a fire hydrant. You would think i was dead or something by the way she was sobbing, oh wait yeah i forgot i was trying to die! Geez I know she wanted kids and that she was scared of me dying but god get real, it happens. That is the exact reason i am so glad i am not half human, they are so emotional and easily killed, you know it just ain't a good combo at all.
Ok so back to the dumb hospital room where i was subject to questions from my "parents": why did i do it?, how i could leave them?, was it them that drove me to this act of sucide? and when i didn't answer them they called the worst person ever.... the shrink.

-Sat. Sept. 14. 07. 8:55 am Diary Entry 2
The Shrink... i must vist a stupid shrink!!! Can you believe it? Me, a half demon princess seeing a shrink.... boy would my brothers get a kick out of this. So the shrink man gave me this dumb journel so i could keep track of my dumb feelings, and i have to give it to him later today and boy will he think me loopy. But he won't be getting my journal he'll be getting a journal that looks like mine. HaHaHaHa.....serves them right.... so i will check in later and tell you what is happening.
~~~~~~~~ Later that day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That Fool! He said i was suppose to be writing my feelings and by handing him a blank journal i was refusing and i now have to write in front of him. He will check every 20 minutes and we will discuss what i wrote and boy will he be surprised. Well i have to go....again for i have yet another session. Write later
~~~~~~~~Later, Later that day~~~~~~~~~~
HaHaHaHa....WoW i've never seen anyone so red, except maybe my dad but he is just naturally red. I wrote nice stuff the first two check ins but by the third one i was really annoyed so here is what i wrote "I have been nice the last two times I wrote in this but I find you unfit to counsel anyone for you are insecure yourself and I will have nothing more to do with you." I don't think he liked that at all. He said there was nothing wrong with me mentally and I quote' You are nothing more then a smartass' unquote. He really doesn't like me but i told my "daddy" that he called me a "smartass" and my "daddy" fired him. Boy i haven't had this much fun since i made the leaning tower of Pisa, lean.
So my parents told me never to do this again and to make sure i didn't they hooked up cameras in my room without me knowing. I figured it out though because everytime i tried to die this occured. So by the time i pulled out a knife they were already in the room taking the knife... so unfair right? Well that made me suspicous of the cameras cause it happened every single time. So i went camera hunting and found four cameras. So i decided to make them think that i was just playing with my dolls but by the time they realized i was using the dolls to slit my wrist i was already bleeding everywhere. Again to the hospital but you get the general idea so i will check in later.

-Weds. Sept. 18. 07. 7:00 am Diary Entry 3
I have decided to runaway because i must change soon cause the urge is getting stronger everyday i don't change so i must leave. I think i will take everything i own that is expensive and store it in my locker at school over the course of the next two days and i will leave next week. Even though i really don't want to, cause i know they will catch me and make me stop, but i need to get out..... NOW.
So i got everything to school but now i have to get my guitar case get my crap which included just about my whole cubby in there.
DANG...... they caught me but they can't figure out where all my stuff went... I know what you are thinking how did she get all that stuff into a guitar case... with what like magic or something.... no you nimrod i only took the little expensive things, so i will have less to worry about. Now i just have to get to school and grab the case and leave before my mom comes to pick me up. I might be able to leave early and walk to the slums of the town where i can pawn this CRAP off or.... I think i will keep it.... I don't know why it is just this family has really gotten to me.
You see as i said before i don't stay long in one place so i don't really get attached and this woman has really been more of a mom to this girl i was pretending to be than my real mom has and my real mom hasn't said ..... 5 words to me in like 300 years. You know that can really get to a person if you let it which apparently i have.
Ok here is the deal i can't worry about writing in this journal while i am on the run so i have to pack it up to keep it safe. So you'll have to follow along with me not on paper but in my mind so you be hearing and seeing everything first hand and don't be a big baby if you don't understand i will try to keep things REALLY simple.

Chapter 4
So here we are in my head. I know what you are thinking 'Wow i can hear my self speaking! There is like nothing in here!' but that isn't true my brain is some where in here...... i think. Ok as you can see we are in the poor side of town. There is stinky homeless people here and not a decent bar in sight.
So much walking... if only i wasn't in this stupid body. I wouldn't be in this area. I would be on some beach, on an uncharted island, drinking martinis but alas i can't, so i might as well get use to it.
People are looking at me like i am a freak. You would think they had never seen a rich couple's daughter. I hate humans I really do they are so annoying and nosey because they don't have nice things. They are always in everyone's bussiness.
On to better subjects though, I have found a bar that looks promising. It is called 'Chains and Whips Bar' and if that name isn't creepy then i don't know what is.
So i am in the bar with a bunch of gothic people. They are all looking at me as though they were going to gobble me up like some turkey dinner. They weren't that scary at a distance but hearing them going on and on about death and torture and dark things i can't even like think of, But they don't have any idea what death and torture is like and they wouldn't last two minutes in my world.
Back to the moment at hand. I was walking up to the bar to grab a sex on the beach when a strange man comes up behind me and grabs my arm. Freeze frame... If you have some one come up behind you and grabs your arm what would you do? Exactly struggle like hell was freezing over and trust me that would be totally bad. Resume.
I started to struggle but he stopped me and whispered in my ear, "Little girls shouldn't be in a place like this."
I turned to face him and sweetly said "Well creepy men shouldn't be grabbing children in a creepy bar it just makes the men look even creepier." I gave him an award winning smile and he released me.
"Get out of here this really isn't the place for a little girl." He said
"Do we have to go through this conversation again? First of all I am not going any where cause i don't have to. Got that? Second of all i will only leave if you do." I growled.
"Look i don't have time for you i have things to do and i really don't want to babysit a bratty little girl. OK?" He sighed.
" Well go on i am definitly not stopping you and besides i haven't had my drink yet so if you don't mind. BUZZ OFF." i replied. I turned to the bar to order my drink when he twirled me around... again.
"I told you before i don't have time to babysit. Besides you are, what, like ten so you can't order a drink anyways."
"Ok i am going to break this to you gently. Leave me alone you creepy old man i can be in here there isn't any law telling me i can't be here. I haven't had a drink in like awhile so if you don't mind...again." i said.
I turned to the bar. "Two fingers of whiskey neat please." i ordered. The bartender was about to card me but i planted an idea in his mind that made him think i was 21. He stared at me a little confused, but then, rethought it and went to make me my drink.
"How did you do that?" the old man asked.
"How did i do what?" i said innocently.
" How did you get the bartender to make you a drink. He didn't even ask how old you are!" he exclaimed.
"I know Ted, he is an old friend of my uncles' and he used to make me drinks." I shrugged. Ted brought me my drink and i paid for it and i went to find a decent table. I found one and guess who was following me? That's right, that creepy old man. I sat down and started sipping on my drink. He just stared in amazement. He went to grab my drink but i finished it before he could take it so all he got was an empty shot glass.
"Alright, i have had enough of this! your leaving right now!" he said. He stood up and made a grab for my wrist but i was way quicker.
"look old man, i don't have time for this, i am going to get another drink and you are NOT going to stop me. Am i clear?" I growled. I turned on my heel and walked back towards the bar. I was half way there when he scooped me up and hurried towards the door.
"Let me down!" i screamed. You see i don't like being 'scooped' up by a derranged man, alright? I am an honest woman, i don't want much but get between me and my drinks and i might get nasty. Scratch that, i will get nasty. i started swearing every curse i knew in about three different lanuages and i was biting and scratching every bit of flesh i could get at.
I wasn't about to get man-handled out of a perfectly decent bar by this man. So i went limp and he stopped to check i wasn't hurt or something and that is when i got him. He went down like a sack of potatos.
"That's what you get!" i sneered. I scrambled far enough away so that he couldn't snatch me again.
"What where you thinking trying to take me out of the bar? You were totally asking for it." I panted. This little human body wasn't the best for fighting. I circled him slowly trying to make sure he wasn't going to make any quick movements. He started to get up. He was glaring at me. I laughed as he staggered.
"Come on i ain't even tired yet! Is that the be-" i stopped midsentence. He had slugged me in the gut. Where did that come from? I was down on the ground, the wind knocked out of me. How could he move that fast? I was sure he was down for the count. Well any way, he scooped me up again and carried me to his van.
"You are one sneaky little demon but i got you now. You weren't the one i was looking for but you will do." he muttered. I stared in complete awe.
"What you think i didn't know what you are, did you? You must be pretty weak not to feel my protection amulet." He said. He shoved my into a iron cage and shut the doors. This was just great getting captured by some loser, Here we go.

Chapter 5
I think i am going to be sick, but that might be because of the stalely smell and the fact i have been in this cage for like ever. Sitting in a cage isn't really my idea of a good night.
My hands weren't tied so i started fiddling with the cage door. Clink. It was open. I unlocked the van door and saw the pavement sailing beneath my feet. We were on some country road and i couldn't see any houses near by but i had to jump right, about, NOW. Ow that really hurt. Jumping out of a moving vehicle isn't something i would adivise doing any time soon.
The van had stopped by now and was slowly starting to reverse. I stood up and ran into the bushes. I had to change forms so i could get away from this loony bin. I started away into the night to find a good place to change.
I had not gone far when i found an old abandoned barn. I slipped inside to find only little bits of hay and rotting wood. I went towards the back so if he followed me i would still have a chance to escape after i shed this skin.
I started to let my demon side take over. As it did i started to pull this fake skin from my body, only to reveal my pale one. I think i am drop dead sexy but you be the judge.
My markings came into sight. Long twisting purple bruse colored scars wrapped all over my body. See there are seven levels of demon and different colors associated with them. I being part level 7 demon i have purple markings along with all other level seven demons. Then as you head to the weaker demons the colors go like this:
lvl 6: Dark blue markings.
lvl 5: Green marking on arm.
lvl 4: Red mark on back of neck.
lvl 3: Silverly blue mark on leg.
lvl 2: Sickly yellow all over.
lvl 1: Transparent till they want to be seen.
other: Not on record.
I am lucky that my markings are simple most demons markings are intricate and so it takes time for the patterns show up. Anyways along with my demon markings my goddess mark was showing up. It was on my forhead, icy blue with a tear drop in the middle and swirlys coming out on both sides. The goddess mark is from my mom. My spikes were on the top of my head but slightly coming forward. They are not big spikes just little ones.
I was almost done just had to finish my tearing of my skin. There all done, all i need now is some clothes and a drink. I looked around to see if anyone was following me. I then edged up to the front of the barn. As i reached the front i sensed something out side then door waiting for me. I looked around and saw a sack laying near by. I picked it up and made a simple clothe dress to cover myself up. I then proceeded to bash open the doors and sprint out into the night.
I hadn't gone far when i tripped and fell. I am still a little clumsy from my shifting of forms and i not at full strength. I heard a branch snap nearby. I scrambled up and turned towards to the sound. I saw the old man staring at me. There was a look of awe on his face as though he has never seen a demon and he calls himself a demon hunter.
"Why won't you just stop already? I know and you know that your weak and i will beat up and leave you for the birds." I taunted.
He was still staring. I guess my teeth were coming in beacuse his eyes snapped up to my mouth. I was a little confused. If he knew about demons then why is he looking like he won money or something.
Oh I got it, He must have only seen low level demons other wise he would have made his move already. Well i wasn't about to let this loser take me again so i went to turn on my heel and leave but he stopped me.
"I have never seen a demon like you before. Why? I have seen ones just a plain sickly yellow but never one with purple marking or as beautiful." He whispered. Oh he has seen level 2 demons but no higher... figures. I stopped and glanced over my shoulder like who of those badbutts in the moves and said, "Well better hurry and take a look cause i am leaving."
I walked away. I didn't think it would be this easy but i guess when your as sexy as i am then you can walk from these sitations.
As i cleared the woods i stumbled upon a sheet of some kind of metal. I looked towards it and then back over my shoulder. I didn't hear old man creepin up behind me so i went to investigate. I tapped the metal with my foot. It was cool to the touch and seemed to have a calming effect eminating from it. I suddenly wanted to lay down on it and never get up again. I stepped on it and realized, a little too late, that it was a trap. Dang ego if you weren't so big i would have sensed this. Dang it. The old man sauntered out of the woods with a big grin on his face.
"I caught you and now that have i will need to interagate you but not here." He said. He started to slip in and out of focus. As I went down, i knew i wasn't getting up any time soon.