Warnings: Angst. Unrequited love..And...Why do I need to warn you again?
So, without further ado, I present to you....
Hold me close, hold me tender
Hold me until my breathing stops and my blood turns cold
Hold me until my arms turn weak and my legs grow weary
Embrace me until I can’t love another
Hold me until I start to shudder
Kiss me until my heart starts to quake
Hold me so I can’t stay awake
Make me laugh
Make me cry
Make me feel so I stay alive
You make my senses go wild
You make feel as if I’m a child
The way I smile when you’re around
The way you tug me to the ground
Hold me so I can fly
Kiss me so I will never die
The way you love is like no other
I wish that you didn’t love another
My tears sting
There are rips in my wings
Why do you long to hear her sing
My arms are stretching
My heart is wrenching
Why must I feel this yearning
The fire in my heart is burning
My love
Your affection
The way you say my name
The way you say her name
Not too different
But not quite the same
The way you say it is so...plain
It’s like you don’t want me sane
When you look you make me tremble
My heart is not yet assembled
So make me wait
Make her happy
All those feelings are just too sappy
Lust
Passion
Sorrow
Love
Hate
I won’t open my gate
The lock is in place
And so is the look on your face
I could say my “I love you’s”
But you’ve already said your “I do's”
So you lied about the catch
Played with me like a dog in ‘fetch’
These feelings of yours
Were never true
I could never be with you
So say your “Sorry’s”
Give me my best wishes
I always have my pretty little fishes
I love you
You hate me
I wish it could be the same
But my stitches are here to stay
Will the scar heal? It may
But the darkness will never go away
Hold me close
Hold me tender
...I wish I could stay with you forever...
Yes, well, there it is! Depressing? I hope kinda not...My life is depressing? How sad. I love my beta(fish)...He's so pretty. Why would a guy give you a fish? Why not a bear? Psh.
Oh well. My rhyming was bad, I know. But I usually don't try to do that sorta thing. Not good at it. Anyone got any suggestions to make it better? If you do, I would love to hear it.
This was inspired by my day. Got another hug from Zach. Hung out with him. Talked, laughed, and then sat with his girlfriend on the bus...What a little masochist I am...But, I can't tell him I love him, and I can't say I want him. Can't ask him to the movies. Can't spend too much time with him or act like I like him. Because that would ruin everything. So, I have to wait and then two weeks after they break up (maybe) make my move. Can't be a whore, right? I'm not that mean. And I will not be like those other girls that choose to mean to her because they're going out. She's a great person with a good heart...
But anyways, that's off topic. I hope you enjoyed it and/or related to it...Just a bit. I know we have all experienced heartbreak. So...Just keep hoping! No one dies alone! We all have our happy ending...someday.
Even if it's in the place we expect least
*love*
~lemon