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Saying Sorry by XxSasukeLovexX

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Saying Sorry
By Hawthorne Heights


These colors will not change
You change the way I see them
These words will fade
when you explain why you hate them
we are the same


-naruto-
How many years has it been now Sasuke? Seven? Seven and a half? I dont know. I lost track, I
hope I didn't hurt anyone when I ran away. I ran so far, I regret it now. It's surprising what one
little argument might lead me to do. Why were we arguing in the first place? I cant remember.
I love you so much Sasuke. That night I ran from my village, my home, and you, all I did was
run...ran so far, I didn't want you to see me cry, I didn't want to be weak in your eyes. But what
you said to me...I will never forget.

-FLASHBACK-

"Naruto, I have to tell you something..."

"What is it Sasuke?"

"I..I..lov..love...you..."

"Sasuke..." *tackles Sasuke with a kiss*

"I've waiting for you to say that forever! I love you too, believe it!"

-END FLASHBACK-

But I guess words will fade Sasuke...

-NEW FLASHBACK-

"What's wrong Sasuke?"

"Shut up, leave me alone!"

"Why are you always like this to me?!"

"Just leave me the hell alone!!!"

"I thought you loved me?!"

"I do..."

"Then why cant you tell me anything?!"

"Just go away and leave me alone"

"No Sasuke! Not until you tell me whats wrong!"

"Naruto...this is what I hate about you, you always want to know whats going on with me!"

"Because I love you!"

"Naruto I hate you! Get outta my sight!"

"Fine I will!" *runs out*

-END FLASHBACK-

You hate me, when you used to love me, I dont get you Sasuke...your words faded away, but I'm
ready to come back to you, all you have to do is change how you feel. I remember when we were
the same...we were both alone, no family, just alone. Maybe that's what brought us together,
Sasuke. But all that changed...but something will never change...the fact that I love you. I'm on
my way back to my home of Konoha, I dont want to be shunned for running away, I don't know
if I should come back now Sasuke...but I almost home, I cant turn back now. I'll see you soon
Sasuke....


She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant


-sasuke-
Naruto, it's been seven and a half years since you ran away from me. Why...why did have to be so
cruel to you, I'm sorry. We had fought before that day...why did you leave me, that day? Why didn't
you just blow it over, like all the other times? You've broken and hurt me so much, but it's some of
my own fault, only if would have told you what was bothering me.

-FLASHBACK-
*overhearing some villagers*

"So did you hear about the Uchiha clan?"

"Yeah, that happened years ago, I'm glad they caught the creep"

"Itachi Uchiha? Yeah, I know...but they released him from jail yesterday morning..."

"What?!?! We have to warn the Hokage!"

"She already knows...but she doesnt want Sasuke to know"

-FLASHBACK END-

Then I came home to you that night, and fought, worse than we ever had, and those three words
slipped from my mouth, that I have regreted ever since the moment I said them "I hate you". With
those three words, you ran out of my home. I sat on my couch trying to calm myself down, then
I thought about what I had just done. You were always there for me, I had no right to say the things
I said to you. I will always remember what you said to me, that same day before we fought...

-FLASHBACK-

"Sasuke remember...I will always be here with you"

"I would never leave you Sasuke, believe it!"

-FLASHBACK END-

I remember that night after I calmed down, I walked to your house to say I was sorry. I walk to your
doorstep and see a note on the door, I read it slowly...

"Sasuke,
I know you hate me, I still love you, I always will. I'm leaving you tonight, far
away I will run. You told me to get out of your sight, I'm granting you your wish. I'm glad
that we once had something. Goodbye.
Naruto"

I broke down in tears on your doorstep, holding the note tight againest my chest. It was never my
wish for you to leave, I cant believe I said those hateful words to you because Naruto...I love you.

I guess I couldn't believe it Naruto, because you say you're here, but you seem so distant...for all
seven years. You left me here, sad and broken. I havn't been able to say I'm sorry for all this time
Naruto. Please...come back. I'm sorry...


Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry


-naruto-
I'm right outside the gate of Konoha. I'm scared, I'm shaking. I cant turn back now, I'm here. I
slowly walk into the gate. I'm shocked to see Tsunade standing there, she is talking to the gate
guarders. She turns around and see's me. Her eyes widen, she slowly speaks.

"Naruto..."

I hear my name from the familiar voice of the Hokage. She runs over and hugs me. She's crying.

"Naruto...Naruto you're back, it's been so long, but you're finally back"

Still holding me, she yells to the guarders to go and get you. My eyes widen, I'm scared to see you
Sasuke. Do you still hate me?

Then before I knew it, Tsunade was letting me go of her embrace and there you are Sasuke, I see
you. You are so beautiful Sasuke. Your eyes the widen, I know you are shocked to see me after
all these years. But it seems that now the shock had finally settled in. You speak.

"Naruto...you're back...God Naruto..."

You are struggling to get out the words.

"Why...why did you leave me?! Naruto I never ment anything I said that night, you've hurt me so
much, I love you so much Naruto! Never leave me again! Please?!?!"

Your words cut deep into my heart Sasuke, I guess you didn't want me to say goodbye, did you?
But now as I'm seeing you cry...it makes me feel like saying sorry.


Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
(Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count)
We're falling forwards.


-sasuke-
Oh God Naruto, you're back, you're finally back! I know I'm crying now but I missed you so damn
much. You're walking towards me Naruto. What are going to do? You come up to me and look me
in the eyes. You pull me againest your chest letting my tears roll onto your shirt. You're crying too
now Naruto. You finally speak.

"I've missed you so much Sasuke, and I'm sorry for leaving you"

Your words...did I hear you correctly? You're sorry? Something tells me that you are lying. Can I
trust you? You lied before. You're holding me so tight, your warm tears rolling down my neck, I do
believe you love me, but I dont believe you're sorry. But you're back and we gotta make it count.
Let's not look back at the past, but look more towards our future.


She keeps repeating all that she needed
She says she's right here, she seems so distant
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry


-naruto-
Sasuke, I finally told you I was sorry I couldn't see you cry, it hurt me so much. I am sorry, I love
you so much. Please forgive me, I didn't know that I hurt you this much. I feel horrible now. We
finally seperate from the long embrace. Tsunade is letting us have some time alone. We walk
back to your home, it's so big Sasuke, why do you share it all alone? We sit down on your bed
to talk but I'm afraid to speak. So you speak first.

"Naruto please tell me I'm not dreaming, please say you're back...please" Oh God he's crying
again.

"Sasuke, please stop crying, this isn't a dream, I'm here, I really am"

Oh God did I just...just...kiss him? He's looking at me, widened eyes, he looks as if he is about
to say something...you do.

"Naruto...I don't believe you are sorry..."

I sit here, pondering what you have just said to me...you dont believe me, I look away from you.
Then it finally hits me, I'm breaking down. This is too hard, I love you and I am sorry! Why don't
you believe me?

"Sasuke, I love you so much, I am sorry, please! Please I not lying to you, I left because I was
just heart broken at the fact of you hating me"

I'm yelling the words, this hurts me so much, I feel like my heart is actually breaking in two. My
chest hurts.

I truely am sorry. Then I hear your voice. You said you were sorry that you didnt believe me. Did
my crying make you feel like saying sorry?


Saying sorry we're falling apart
wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start


-sasuke-
Naruto seeing you this upset is now making me believe you. I'm walking over to you, God I just
wanna hold you and never let you go. You're curled up in the corner of my room crying your eyes
out, I kneel next to you. I wrap my arms around your scared shaking body. You're holding your
chest Naruto, is your heart breaking? How long has it hurt? Naruto I love you.

"Naruto, please forgive me, I can't believe I'm breaking your heart, I love you"

You are having trouble breathing now from crying so hard. But you some how manage to speak.

"Sasuke...I love...you too...please...forgive..me"

"I already do, just please never leave me alone again"

"I wont...we are...falling apart...Sasuke...we gotta...come back...together"

"But you saying goodbye was the hardest part"

We had such a great conversation, you breathing is normal...I looks down into your deep blue eyes,
I cup the side of your face in my hand, a few tears spilling into it. My heart is beating faster. Should
I kiss you? I've wanted to kiss you so bad. That brief kiss we had before, brought you pain, this one
was going to make you happy. I just cant help it, I lean in and kiss you, you dont want me to stop.
You really do love me. We both knew this was gonna be hard from the start, when you came back
but it looks like it's all working out for us. We break the kiss, that was the best moment of my life,
and I can tell it was for you too, you are smiling. The first time ever since we saw each other.
Naruto I love you so much. We have to stop from falling apart.


Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry
Saying goodbye this time, this time
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry


-naruto-
You're holding me close now, in your arms, I feel so safe Sasuke, you kiss me. I had to tell you I
was sorry, I love you and that will never change. Now I know that you believe me, and for that, I
thank you. I know it must have been hard for you all these seven years I was away from home.
Back I'm here Sasuke, and I'm never going to leave again. I promise, believe it! I hope that we can
be together without shedding a single tear. Oh God Sasuke you're crying again, what's wrong? I'm
going to ask you, wait you're gonna tell me.

"Naruto, we gotta stop from falling apart"

"I know we do Sasuke, I will love you and this time...I promise forever, the promise of a lifetime."

I wipe away the tears in your eyes, I hate to see you cry. It makes me feel like saying sorry...
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