“A child? Us? We are going to be parents?” He said as his hands fell from my shoulders. I nodded and smiled. Kakashi took a few deep breaths and stumbled a bit but I helped him sit on the edge of the bed.
“Kakashi?” I asked a bit softer. I couldn’t tell if he was happy, or worried? He took his hands and placed them on my flat womb. He looked up and gave me a closed eye smile.
“We are going to be parents.” He said and brought me into a warm hug. I sighed and hugged him. He kissed my forehead and showed me a large smile that I rarely see. I was glad that he was as happy as I was when I found out about our child.
“When did you find out? What happened? Are you two healthy? Is it a boy or a girl?” He asked as he pulled away.
“It's still too early to know what it is. I’m only six weeks into the pregnancy. I’ll tell you all about it in bed, I’m a little tired. There are a lot of things we needs to talk about,” I said as I sat in bed. He nodded and went to go change into clean clothes. I needed to talk about what the elders wanted to do, and my fears. I had so many of them. I climbed into bed and not too long after Kakashi climbed into bed with me. We laid face to face and he waited for me to speak.
“Lady Tsunade called my father and me to her office earlier today, I thought she found something about my mother. That wasn’t it, I found out that I was pregnant. I was so happy. I was excited and nervous to become a mother. Then the Elders they- they told me they weren’t certain if I should keep my child,” I said in a small voice.
“What do you mean by that?”
“They said that jinchuurikis were too dangerous to bare children. They don’t want the same event to happen like the time Kushina gave birth. I-I begged them and my father said a few things to Lady Tsunade. I-”
“If our child is in danger, here in the Leaf, then we’ll leave somewhere. I won’t let anything happen to you or our child. I don’t care if we become rogue ninja,” He said quickly and without a doubt.
“We won’t go rogue. She has accepted my words and our child will be safe here. I will report to her for my check ups. We’ll be fine. I’m not so worried about our safety,” I said as I placed my hand on my abdomen. I knew we were going to be safe, but I worried more about the world.
“I’ve failed to keep the prophecy I trained for. I’m afraid for the safety of everyone. I am supposed to help this world with its darkness. I can feel the unbalance of the world Kakashi. I’m afraid of the world our child will be born in.”
“With all of my power, this world will not come out of balance. Our child will be born in a safe world. Don’t worry about what could happen, focus on what is true. You’re healthy, and our baby will be healthy. I’ll protect you both, without fail.” He said confidently as he brushed the few tears that managed to escape my eyes. I nodded and felt relieved to feel his warm hand stroke my neck. I always believed his words, there was no reason for Kakashi to lie. He always told me the truth. With those words I was able to fall asleep as I felt Kakashi kiss me goodnight.
In the morning I woke to the sound of a light rain. It was a warm morning, but Kakashi somehow still had his blanket on. It was odd to think that I do not feel very different, my body has not reacted very differently. Eri told me her experiences when she carried Rin. She would feel morning sickness, and have weird cravings. Sometimes she would have large appetites and other times she wouldn’t feel hungry at all. I on the other hand felt nothing, other than the fact of having a warm feeling inside of me. It was as if I carried a small sun in my belly. I felt its warmth radiate from inside.
Kakashi and I spent our morning in bed. He asked how I felt, but I didn’t feel very different yet. I’m sure once I see my abdomen grow larger, then I will feel different. Part of me was still afraid of the world that our child will be born in, but part of me was excited to meet our baby. I couldn’t wait to see their eyes and their smiles.
Kakashi told me about the test against Sakura and Naruto. I wasn’t very surprised when he told me how much they have grown. They managed to pull the bells right from under him. I knew Kakashi wasn’t going to have such an easy time against them, I’m proud of them for advancing so far.
“So you know how strong Sakura has gotten? It's scary, one punch from her and you’re out,” He said as he explained the battle. I faintly felt Master Jiraiya's chakra outside the apartment door. It was odd, before I would have sensed hima long distance ago. It must be because of the pregnancy, my chakra sensing is weaker. I suppose most of my chakra is being transferred to my baby. Kakashi got up to open the door for Master Jiraiya. I stood up and bowed as he entered the kitchen.
“Kiyoko, it is great to see you. I just came to stop by and talk with Kakashi. You’re more than welcome to join us, since it applies to you as well,” Master Jiraiya said as he took a seat.
“As you know, I have been tracking the Akatsuki’s movements while I traveled and trained Naruto. It seems like they will be making their moves soon.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“The Akatsuki have been preparing for an attack, I don’t know where or when but it will come soon. I believe it has to do with the power Naruto holds inside of him. They are targeting the tailed beasts.”
My heart raced as I heard his words. This was what I was fearing all along, this danger of the world was what I should have been fighting against. I placed my hand over my flat womb.
“I don’t know why they are targeting the tailed beast, but as promised I will leave Naruto in your care Kakashi. I will be leaving soon to do more research. I’ll report to Lady Tsunade about my findings.”
I clenched my hands, why now? I’ve never seen the future look so bleak.
We escorted Master Jiraiya to the door, when he slipped back his sandals on. He looked at Kakashi and then at me. He gave me a small smile.
“Just keep yourself hidden, we don’t want the Akatsuki knowing about you in your current state. I’m sure Kakashi is more than capable of keeping you both safe,” he said before he vanished. So he knew about the other person living inside of me now.
I walked back into the bedroom and slipped on my flak jacket out of habit. I smiled a little to myself before I slipped it back off. I wasn’t going to have to need that anymore, I won’t be fighting anymore. My time as ninja wasn’t as long as I hoped it would be, only three years of going on missions, I never expected to store away my ninja tools.
Kakashi and I left the apartment early that morning to go buy a few things we needed, we were running low on toilet paper and we needed to get more blankets for the winter.
“I haven’t seen your mother in a bit, how is she?” I asked.
“She’s a little sick, it's just a cold, but she’s resting so I’m sure she’ll be fine. We should go and tell her about the news.” He smiled and took hold of my hand. I bet Ume would be ecstatic to hear the news, I’m glad that my child will have supporting and loving grandparents. They will have a family that I never had, I’ll make their lives a lot better than mine.
“Should we keep this to ourselves. It would be safer if less people knew, wouldn’t it.”
“I suppose for now. But everyone around you will notice quickly. You won’t go on mission anymore, and you’ll only grow bigger. I don’t think you can hide a pregnancy. For now we’ll keep it to ourselves.”
Even if I wanted to keep it a secret until our child was born, I couldn't. There was no way to hides pregnancy. I wonder how my mother felt when her siblings attacked? Why would they do that, maybe she knew something and didn't tell anyone. I felt that my mother must have a lot of secret go with her when she died. There was no way she would have left her body behind, so there is no way to find out the truth.
After putting our things away, Kakashi and I sat in the living room. I can tell her had a lot on his mind. I called his name but he didn’t respond. I pulled his ear a bit and finally he looked at me.
“What are you think about?” I asked and let my head rest on his shoulder.
“Its nothing.”
I wasn’t convinced. I could tell it was troubling him. A lot actually.
“We both know that’s not true. What happened to not keeping any secrets between us? Whatever it is please tell me. I don’t like seeing your face so troubled.”
Kakashi sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. He looked stressed, almost teary.
“What happened to my mom...when she cheated on my dad. That-that won’t happen to us, right? Things will only get busier and I’ll probably be on missions a lot more often and you’ll be left alone. And-”
“Kakashi,” I interrupted him. Watching him ramble on like a scared child was hurting me.I turned to face him. He really was worried about it. I wouldn’t blame him. Ume and I are in similar positions, but we are different. I would never leave him. He saved me from myself. He showed me forgiveness. He has given me love.
“You know that I depend more on you than you depend on me. I love you. Nothing like that will happen to us. I have only ever loved you and that will be the same forever. I know that life of a ninja is hard, I understand how busy things will get. I won’t be able to go with you, but I will always wait for you. Don’t worry about things like that because it won’t happen. We still have to raise this little one. Together.”
He sighed and nodded. He gave me a smile and hugged me tightly. I could feel him become relieved and relaxed. I’m glad I wiped that doubt from his mind. I can’t imagine leaving Kakashi. My life won’t be the same without him. He and I we are bound together, if he likes or not.
“I can’t wait to watch our child begin to walk and talk. We’ll do it together.” He said happily.
Later that day, Kakashi went to Ume and walked her to our apartment. She was the only person who we were going to tell immediately. Until it became apparent, I was going to keep this a secret. I’m sure Sakura and Ino would be very ecstatic to hear about this news, but they’ll have to wait for a little longer.
I was preparing dinner when Kakashi came in with Ume. She smiled when she walked into the kitchen. I haven’t seen her in such a long time.
“Kiyoko! I haven’t seen your face. You’ve been so busy lately. I’m glad Kakashi brought me to see you. I wasn’t sure when you were in the village.”
Ume came over and squeezed my hands. Her smile made me feel more relaxed. I knew I could count on her for advice in the future if I needed it, which I knew I would. It was relaxing and reassuring to see her kind eyes. The three of us made dinner together. It has been a long time since we were all in one place. Last time I remember being with Ume, Kakashi was gone on a mission. Things were only going to get crazier.
Ume told us about her nasty cold she had. I felt bad for not visiting her when she needed care. I was too busy mastering techniques that I didn’t think very often of her. I didn’t think very often of a lot of people when I was away.
“You look like you have a lot on your mind. Is everything okay?” Ume said as she finished her tea. We were sitting at the table after we finished dinner. I smiled and shook my head. I did have a lot on my shoulders right now, but it wasn't anything that she needed to worry about.
“There is something that we need to tell you,” Kakashi said.
“There isn’t any easier way to say it, but I’m pregnant,” I said. I saw her eyes widen and tears began to form. She stood up with a large smile on her face.
“Really?” She said as she came over to my side. I nodded and she took my hands in her’s. Kakashi smiled at the sight of his mother’s happiness. It brought me sadness for some reason. I wished I could have seen my mother’s reaction. I wonder what she would do. How would her eyes change? I wish she was alive.
I haven’t had to time to sit down with my dad and talk about mother. He was gone on missions often and I was out of the village training. I hope soon in the future he can tell me all about her. I wanted to know more about the time of her pregnancy with me.
“Congratulations! Oh, I’m going to be a grandmother!” She pulled me into a hug and tugged Kakashi over to join. She laughed and cried for bit longer. I’ve never seen her smile so widely.
“You’re not too far along huh. No one would have known if you didn’t say anything.I can’t wait to see my little grandbaby grow in you. It’s a beautiful process.”
Ume stayed late that night, and gave her suggestions for names. I wanted my baby’s name to be significant and hold a lot of meaning. My mom gave me my name with so much meaning. I understand why she gave it to me. I understand just a bit of her feelings.
In the morning, we were woken up by a loud banging on our door. I felt Sakura’s chakra on the others side of the door. Her chakra was agitated and... scared. I got up to open the door as Kakashi got his gear ready.
“Sakura is everything okay?” I said as I saw her face.
“Kakashi needs to go meet Lady Tsunade. I think there has been an emergency,” she said and left in a hurry as well. My heart raced at the thought of what could have happened.
“I’ll be right back.” Kakashi said as he went through the door and to the Hokage’s office.
I held my hands together in front of me, as I prayed for the best. I hope nothing too extreme has happened. I was about to close the door, when I saw Ume walking up the stairs. I smiled as best I could as she walked towards me.
“Good morning, how are you feeling?”
“Great.” I lied. There was this feeling in my gut that gave me the feeling, the darkness my mother said a long time ago was coming. It felt deep inside my gut and it wasn’t the baby giving me this feeling.
“You better start getting ready.” Ryuu said from inside my head. I nodded as I closed the door. I clenched the hem of my shirt as I thought about my preparations. What do I have to do to get ready for this darkness coming to our world?
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