That little light,
At the end of the pain,
I clung to.
No one else cared,
Or even wanted to.
Beaten bloody,
Cruel words thrown,
All because of what I was harboring.
What I held became
What I was.
I would pass out in the street,
And wake up in my bed,
Bandaged, cared for.
I wouldn’t know,
But I would care.
I saw him once,
An ANBU, in a wolf mask,
As he fled out my window,
His task completed.
My savior was modest, I guess.
It stopped when I became a genin,
But it wasn’t really needed,
Since I had him again; Kakashi-san.
Sakura was a plus,
But Sasuke was the nail to my coffin.
Kami must have a grudge,
Or some disgruntlement,
To curse me so badly.
Did anyone but him know
I loved the HIM more than Sakura?
He gave me these looks, and I knew
I knew that he had an idea
A clue, of some kind,
That told him to stay away,
Which he did.
Kakashi never strayed far,
I guess he knew too,
The unrequited truth.
It made it hard to slip away,
Do what I needed.
Whatever, man,
Let them realize,
I just had to wait until
I am alone with Kakashi-san
And I’ll admit my feelings.
If he rejects them
I will just get lost,
And I never really thought
Of if he said yes.
Isn’t that sad?
It happened that night,
After he had gone home.
I knocked on his door,
after a little while,
and a shirtless Kakashi answered.
From the background,
Iruka called out,
"Get back here, Kashi-danna."
My face fell,
and I did all I knew: I ran.
.
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(I hope you realize that these all interlink together, maybe at differing time periods, but they are following one event/etc. I might redo this one, but next is hatake and orochi (or sakura x3)
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