I always thought of you as a friend.
but you always ignore me.
i try to show my true self.
but my words fear to come out.
at first sight you were my true love.
i knew you were the right one.
even though your eyes never go my way.
your sight was set on a certain girl.
not any girl,but a pink haired one.
she never showed any love to you.
but you kept going after her.
she despised you along with the guy she admired.
why? why do you still love her?
why not me?
what does she have that i don't?
what can she do that i can't?
is it that she can express herself freely?
is it her looks or her skills?
those things i'll never know.
i hate her but it's against my nature to hate.
i'd never hate someone that didn't do anything.
to me.
to anyone else.
she'd always hit you if you said the wrong thing.
just like me,she's a nice person.
so why? why do i hate her?
but you.
you were my loved one since we were young.
your determination and persistence was your nature.
i have always tried to be like you.
i've tried to change myself since you fought kiba.
he always beat you down in brutal ways.
and yet you kept getting up.
that inspired me.
to be like you.
to change.
to be a better person.
and every time we encounter each other.
i shake
i stutter
i can barely talk.
but those habits are gone.
i'm a new person.
no more being the shy and timid girl you knew.
all of that is gone now.
that same girl i despise,she seemed to be a friend.
it's all because she got us together.
and that same question still follows me.
was it all worth it?

When i look at you i wonder.
why do you avoid me?
why do you stare at me?
why do you blush when we speak?
why? i have no idea.
i've noticed how you've been avoiding sakura also.
is there anything between you two?
is there anything that i should know?
am i the reason?
i've done nothing wrong to any of you.
and still,only sakura beats on me for no reason.
but enough is enough.
i'm sick of her attitude.
one day she'll need my help.
and i can and will say no.
i'll break her heart one day.
it shall happen.
but to the main point....
you're the reason why i fight.
you're the reason why i never quit.
it's not just wanting to be hokage.
it's about being next to someone special.
someone like you.
from here on then.
you shall be mine.
i can forget about sakura.
i finally realised you were the one for me.
i can finally stop chasing that girl.
she is of no use to me now.
and i know in your head,you're thinking the same.
nothing will break us apart.
not your father.
not sakura.
not anybody.
you're my one and only.
my love.
my life.
my dreams.
we'll never be apart.
never be alone.
just as long as sakura stays away from us.
but that annoying girl is the reason for our relationship.
but still,that annoying question still pops in my head.
the question that will one day drive me to insanity.
was it all worth it?